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Friday, June 01, 2007
10:09 PM

hey~~today i just feel like blogging....hahahha......
today just feel like rotten at home...
i have many fears about my future....
my studies, work, friends, future relationships...
but i just trust them in the good hands of the Lord....
sometimes,
i struggle.....
struggle to handle all things on my own...
and i feel small
i feel weak and miserable....
but when i believe....
the Lord will make a way for me.....
He help me tidy the mess in my life...
Don't know what to say...
I just want to say Thank You to God...
and all the God-sent angels in my life...
be with me always...through the ups and downs...
Now i face a new challenge in my life...
Uni life...
through i wish i could become a uni student since young...
suddenly it become true and i don't know how to react to it...
i lost for words...
will i make many friends and have an enjoyable uni life?!
well i am not sure...
alcohol dance loud music night clubbing...
am i going to join?!
hahahhahahahahahahahahah...
hope not...
that's why yday i decided not to go clubbing...
i don't want to start this
feel like they are going to pull me down...
yeah...hope i can move into school campus...
and have wonderful years ahead...
hohoho
laugh out loud....LOL....
I am the best damn thing....


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Monday, September 04, 2006
10:55 AM


Yo~~thank Zhiliao for the beautiful & lovely present....hoho~~i'm lov'in it...(sorry i hate mc, so i am obviously not advertising for them...=")


Miss her a lot though we almost chat everyday. Haish~~~haven seen her face to face for one year plus already and will not be seeing her for the next one year at least, all thanks to the "Global Village". It helps to mobilize ppl & helps them travelling/studying/working/living all around the world.....

haha~~on my birthday eve....see ~~ sb is just so slim to make such a great contrast with me....="""( no lar..kidding....



My small & cosy room. With regards to houses, esp home, i prefer the small and simple kind. Though i don have a room here now but i wish i will have one some day.....yeah~~~i believe tt my future will be bright because it's already in God's loving hands.


Love~~What isit?
To me, love is just God to me. Without God, sometimes i just find it so hard to love others. Whenever i want to hate/swear/curse sb, i think of God and the bad feelings will be gone immediately. Yeah~Lover Of My Soul. Love should be from the inside out. There is no need for pretension, fake and ostentation. Love comes naturally. hohoho~~

Suddenly find this website a secret place for me and my soul. Cos nobody is going to look at besides God and me........Wahahahaha~~


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Sunday, September 03, 2006
9:11 AM




I am back~~~
After so long a break~~

Actually i am getting busier and busier nowadays,but don know why i want to come back to this blog again. Maybe it's really kinda attractive to me. Waste time man! but i still do it. hohoho~~maybe suddenly get inspired by somebody.


Really fed up with schooling days though i heard it's the best time in one's life. rubbish! especially during tests,exams. I hate being in school where ppl all are having freaking poker faces. Hope exams will be ended quickly and beautifully. Cos i really don want to recall these memories.

Recently got one friend who is diagnosed Aplastic Anemia, a serious type of blood disease and almost lost his 20-year life. One thing makes me most angry (and most touched) is that he didn tell me anything about it cos he didn want us friends to worry for him. haish. such a idiot. When i heard this the other day, i feel like crying. Then
suddenly,to my horror,i realised how short and fragile one's life is! Oh my god,i am still slacking everyday.

Heard my best friend talking about his relationship with her bfriend in Italy. Sad story. i still believe that Love is v complicated. People, if you don know how to love a person and be loved PLEASE don get into a relationship !!! If i am given the power, i want to play Cupid. I will give each and every deserved their best match. So no more will there be hurt,breakup,divorce,pain and homeless children.

Oh my.....daily life makes me think too much~~~Am i being too emotional?! no,definitely.



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